Words....not so perfect...

I always try to find the perfect words to write,

To make a beautiful poem made just for you.

Sometimes I hope my heart will do a good job,

But it never comes out right; the words will never do.

I'm often looking for new words; new phrases,

Hoping that it'll express my hearts loving phases.

I smile when I think about you, so you know,

And I hate leaving you when I have to go.

Every time I see you I can't help but smile and feel,

The way that I feel so deep inside for you.

You know, it's a warm feeling that this is so real,

Every moment is magical, that it seems so unreal.

I trust these words on paper and the screen,

To say the things I wish that I could scream.

Every time I'm reminded of you, thoughts flow,

And I think of a million things you'll never know.

Things I want to say but the words aren't right,

I need special words to proclaim my heart.

I searched the dictionary so late into the night,

But nothing I found seemed to give me a good start.

I like the way you look into my eyes so deeply,

It makes me smile so much; uncontrollably.

Even though I say it, I know that it'll never do,

Too bad these feelings aren't as simple as "I love you".

Every night, and every day since I fell in love,

I've been trying to think of ways so I could let you know.

My heart and mind won't collide to think of,

Something to tell you how I feel; of how I love you so.

With angel wings you float my heart up so high,

And with every kiss I feel that I may just die.

So much magic to intake; an obsession I'm sure,

I've never seen something I so badly wanted to endure.

Now this poem is almost done

 An I've got tears in my eyes with no where to run

I hope someday my picture you'll see and remember the girl I used to be