The MODERN roller coaster ride.. i dont enjoy...anymore

I've been pushed on to a roller coaster I didn't want to be on I can't see what lies ahead, but looks like a long ride The highs that come make the lows steeper I'm all by myself and I'm getting scared I'm dizzy and I can't see straight I scream for help but it's my battle It's going to be tough but I will come out stronger I can go through the ride or jump off mid-way Trying to make up my mind, on the edge